Saturday 9 February 2013

blank

sya sbnrnya byk mau crita tp sya lum sdia lgi ..sya btl2 kecewa sma dya ,.tue sja yg ble sya ckp ..nty bla sya sdia bru sya post k ..take care :/

Wednesday 30 January 2013

tuition

sya mc igt 1st tme kita jmpa ..kita d tuition ..kn best law ble ulang lgi ..skg ,sya pn tda tw ..sdih jga nie law sya pindah uitm (klw dpt la .amen) sbp syok d ken hwa cma tda best mcm tme ada dya ..sya sangup lgi kejar dya .ada semangat lgi mau study .tp sya sgt2 bharap dpt blik sma dya .huhu
sya syg dya .law dlu ,sya ada kapel sda skg .walaupn tue org sya tda ska ..tp skg, sya mau tgu dya ..klw sya kapel ma org len skg n then kapel sma dya lgi ,tda bgs ..sya tda mau berenti kejar dya ..hehe
klw dya mau blik sma sya ,sya janji sya akan jaga dya sbaik mgkin .sya akn syg dya lebih dri dlu ..sya tda sempat ctw dya ,sya syg dya lebih dri ex2 sya yg len .sya reject smua ex sya yg bwa sya kapel len .tp sya btl2 benci yg stu pumpuan ..sda sya bgs2 layan dya ,dya kc rusak lgi hubungan sya dgn capital k ..dya ckp sya dluan cntct dya ,adada ..spa yg dluan pla ,dya yg sms sya dluan .mcm mna sya mau cntct blik sdgkn dya sda tkar num ..ntah la .yg pasti sya sda kc ilang cntct sya sma dya ..janji sya sma capital k sda okay .sya kira lepas sya dpt sma2 capital k blik ,nie sim celcm sya bgi dya .law tue ex sya cntct blik ,bh berurusan la sma bini sya (amen) .sya rindu dya bmanja sma sya ,marah2 sya .tp paling sya rindu ,jalan2 sma dya ..sya pindah d uitm pn sbp dya ..arap2 kna terima la ..sya janji klw dya terima sya blik ,sya akan cua sbaik mgkin utk dya sja :) tue sja la ..ramai sda sya taip nie .hehehe .gudnite capital k ..switdrem n sleptight ar .imysm <3

sya syg kau kangaro <3

Monday 28 January 2013

sleepy -.-

hii ..hehe ..kmu sda mkan ka ?sya lum .lapar tp nty la .haha
kcian kwn2 sya .dkat tiap2 ari sya p ruma dorg kc kurg ckit nie emo2 ..tdapa ,nty sya p uitm kmu rindu jga sya tue ..haha ..sya rindu dya sgt2 :) law skg sya tgh stres2 ,sya bcol sma dya walaupn skjap ja okay sda nie .senyum sja ..hehe .tp sdih jga la ..sbp dya blik2 ckp bye law mau off hp .sya nie jenis yg tda ska ckp bye bla mau off col sma org yg sya ska .mcm len nie .. tp tda palah .asalkn sya dpt dgr suara dya yg cute :3
sya bru gunting rambut tp buruk nie .huhuhu ~arap2 dya ska jga la ..ari 5 ne camp lencana maju d banjar .kelana B yg bwt .hehe ..ari 5 tda paya p skola ..yehaa !!
tp yg pling sya tgu ,nty dya trun kgau tme cny..arap2 dya mau jmpa sya .sya sgt2 bharap ..huhu :( arap2 dya okay dsna ..tda tw mau ckp pa sda ..hehe .sampai sni sja la nie mlm ..take care capital K .jgn jajal2 ar :D ngehh ..

IMYSMK <3

Saturday 26 January 2013

broken heart

len rsa bla kau ckp kau bgaduh sma bf kau sdgkn sya tda tw pn kau ada bf atw tda ..akit aty sya ,knp kau bwt bnda yg sma mcm dya .sya ble lepaskn kau n lupa bgtu sja tp sya tda mau .sya tda mau org len slain kau .tdi bla sya ckp sya tgu kau d kgau tme cny ,kau ckp tgkla dlu .kau mlas mau jlan .bkn kau sda ckp tue ary okay ?sya hapi sda tue ..mr. A ..kau ckp law kau mau ,lma sda kau kapel sma org len ..sdgkn tme tue ada sda org yg kau ska .crush kau ..law kau mau sya lepaskn kau ,jmpa sya dpan2 .sya bwa bbincang tp kau tda mau .kau mau tanguh2 ..knp sya tda mau bincng sma kau dlu ?sbp sya tda mau khilangan kau ..kau ?sya tda tw ..sya berabis sda cua btahan ,yg kau bwt cma la lepaskn ..ntah la ..stu ari nty ,kau tw jga tue apa yg sbnrnya blaku tp pasti tme tue kau myesal mlepaskn sya ..huhu ~

someday you'll cry for me 
like i cry for you

someday you'll miss me
like i missed you
someday you'll need me 
like i needed you
someday you'll love me again
but i won't love you back </3


kau mc ingat nie ?tme kita kapel dlu ,sya tluka tme d kebun kn .n tanpa sengaja huruf T ..tme kita d keta ,kau pegang n cium tangan sya .kau ckp slagi nie parut ada ,slagi tue kau dan sya tetap syg menyangi antara stu sma lain n kita sda dijodohkn ..kita bjanji walauapapn jdi ,kita tetap laki bini :) tp skg ,kau sda berubh aty .jgn rsau ,sya mc pegang nie janji smua ..stu ary nty ,sya seterika jga nie parut skiranya slah stu antara kita mempunyai org len sda dlm aty kita ..sya janji :'(

tired :(


sya penat ouh ari nie .sda dri kelmarin jlan sja ..haha .tp yg penting ,ada kwn :)
tda pala .hehe ..sya rindu dya sgt2 ouh ..law ble ,skg jga sya trun kk ..tp dya ada test lgi bsuk ..huuhu .tdi pagi pn ada ..nywy ,gudluck ar capital k :)
jgn tlampau fkir ar ,relax sja .sya tw kau ble tue ..tme cny dya trun kgau ..yeah !!arap2 dya dpt jmpa sya la .sya tda p mna2 nie ,d kgau ja tgu dya ..rindu sma dya yg tahap dewa :D
nty lgi sya post k .penat ..hehe ~

gudluck test kau bsuk ar :)
kau ble tue ..chaiyo !!take care capital k :)
 *imissyoubeyondthemosthighestinfinity <3

Thursday 24 January 2013

dead hero

sya pnat btl2 ouh ari  nie ..smlm tdur d ruma kwn ,byk bnda kmi wat sna ..ada yg mcm mabuk ..tp kik sda sya smlm ,awal tdur ..besa jam5 bru ttdur ..bgn2 sja dri ruma kwn ,trus pulang n mandi ..trus tgu kwn p kc bersih tmpt camping pengakap d banjar mgu dpan ..trus p aerobik ..lps tue ,p mkan d tenda biru ..trus pulang ruma ..lum lgi smpai 10 minit d ruma ,jlan lgi p men futsal ..tp apapn sya wat ,sya tetap fkir sal dya ..d futsal tdi ,ckit sya menangis ..tda tw la mcm mna mau ckp ..sya syg sgt2 capital K ..sya arap dya tw tda org len yg ble syg dya mcm sya skg ..huhuhu :'(

Friday 2 November 2012

tilting the hourglass

you take my breathe away 
but i'll never taste your lips
as fate keeps me locked away
i must close my eyes to see your face

emptiness has darkened my eyes
as i hopelessly beg for my life to end
tell me why
my iron eyes tell the tale
heroes always pay in their blood
i can be only this

i see the fear growing in their lost eyes
my purpose is so clear
i am the ax and this is why i must not fear the end
and when im gone ,will you forget me ?
pen wears its steady course across the page
resigned to its designs to take the hive